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Covenant new album

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 17:38:32 GMT

Contemplating

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 07:00:15 GMT

The tears are choking me and it's hard to fight them. I just feel like complete shit. Hurt from the inside and just devistated. I feel like just pulling the trigger leting the edge run and ending it. Why ? because life seems to shitty on you all the time. It just hurts me...I feel like the knife would find the comfort I need...i need to be alone and away from all....I'm just fucked up and dying on the inside.....*crying* I hope this passes or I become apathetic to it all.

She Loves to lie...

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 16:07:33 GMT

Ever have the feeling one of those people you care about and think of all the time is just pulling the string to one more drink. To another last time of heart ache and BS. The one moment and the fucked up attitude they do to you and fuck with you. If I had the knife in my hand I dig the distance you've taken into your chest and mesure out the ounces for every second you took from my life. So don't waste the time you had to think and do what you want. I've given up for the sake of never feeling again. A kife have better chance reaching my heart then your clamy love. For it not what I asked for or wanted from this. SO maybe you can figure out what it meant when I ignored the call and never responded to the messges. Because this time you've made the choice and played your final game so go on and just keep being the same.

I wrote this for some shit I was feeling. Sometime I wish forget things and be in bliss but bliss never helps the future come true.

infirmary tonight

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 21:50:57 GMT

Tonight we'll be hosting Bractune/Out Of Line recording artist Aesthetic Perfection. This will be their last US show for at least a year as the band is relocating to Europe this April. Plus he'll be joined by The Muttha Fucking Operative as live support!!!

Do Not Miss This Event!!!!!

Admission will be $10 all night.

(18+) 14241 Euclid St. Garden Grove,CA, 92843 4 blocks south of the 22 Freeway.

Night Night

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 21:11:41 GMT

Last night was fun as hell we had like a drunk orgy of people the numbers where good and everyone had a fun time dear lord !! hahahah boob shots and I should be a photographer heheh with the shots I get. Such trouble making heheheheh I can't wait to Dj again next week and head on my mini tour heheh it will be sweet.!!

needful things

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 09:05:52 GMT

I just watched the movie and it made a good point. People will act so low to get wgat they want. I notice with the club scene people do it all the time to validate a small life of theirs. Others their passion. Yet it's something only few see even in the other worlds and scenes. Popularity at first and then failure. Yet we sell and bargin for things for the things we want. Heheheheh the devil is quite good in the movie. I do say stop and think what do you need ??

TONIGHT

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 00:26:06 GMT

Side note...

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 08:03:40 GMT

I noticed since broke back mountain came out their it's become quite a slang for gay couples kinda funny when people say " I think he got a broke back mountine think going on with______..." wow that all hahahahah(end tranmission). Also I got a new tattoo so weeeee enjoy

Feb 26 @ chamaber VS. night this is going to be the shit !!

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 08:00:39 GMT

Parsite of All

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 09:45:16 GMT

I noticed the ego in our scene is eating away at what we have....so much people running the music with ego's and bs running the experince for all. I noticed it's not about music for most the people but more of hidding behinde shit. I notice with most it's about they ego. "I'm a better DJ then _________ and they can't beat match worth shit...." said DJ_______. You know it's just sad, I think most of us should be uniting and stop trying to prove who's better then what. People say its to grow and no harm no fowl but what does it mean when we can't put one thing aside and respect each other ?? sad if most people ruin something. I myself fell if more people worked togther it be better. I mean it's good to have aan ego you need it to get ahead and confidence but not an ego to destroy all. BUt one can not give up on what they love....it is a process of struggle and to make the slit diffrence or huge to others can understand. One thing I feel that reminds me is the music...something pumping harsh loud screaming and noise to which a new era of music will fallow.We are the future let us not rember the past or mistakes pollute us. Lets march forward and inspire and help each other. For the only thing that will redeam us is uniting togther. I love you all and I will say for the music I will never give up and for the people I won't ever stop !! to inspire them with the music I first listend to that inspired me and push harder. Music keeps me going and pushing harder and higher to never give up and the support of my loved ones friends family and piers. Lets stomp this motha fucking world !! heheheh oontz.

PSYCLON NINE TIX'S STILL SELLING FOR FEB 1ST AT DOOR HURRY !!

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 19:52:46 GMT

The Anaheim show was sold out and this is the only chance you will get to see them so get tics fast they are going out like crazy!! they are on sale at infirmary

Infirmary

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 05:38:58 GMT

Taking off we have alot going on and been doing well. I'm very excited and always feeling way better about the night. Its so huge the venue and filling it won't be a problem. We are the fast growing. Ever since old maschine and making the new infirmary with great friends to help it's time for me to focous on DJ ing more and getting guest spots. I've not been out in a while and I think it's time.

funny as hell

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 01:40:21 GMT

check this shit out !!
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Tonight

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 18:01:30 GMT

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[ Opening night December 7th!!! ]

OC's Newest all industrial club!!

Featuring DJ's:
Rev John(Das Bunker)
Anti Matter(Electrocution/Apocalypse)
Asphyxiation(Infrared/Redlight)
Trauma

Special performances by:

Alter Der Ruine

[ and ]

Exemia

ALONG WITH GIVE AWAYS FROM=
God Module, Negatve Format, Parallel Project, System Syn, Fake + MORE
(shirts, posters signed CD's, buttons)

Upcoming Infirmary Events:
January 11th: Guest DJs VLRK of Grendel and Jasyn of God Module.
TBA February:-Mechanizms label night Artists TBA
March 22nd-Crunchpod Recording artists C/A/T

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Sat, 26 Nov 2005 18:43:25 GMT

Promoter says

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 09:18:34 GMT

Here are a few tips to help people understand protions better.

1. When a club has to put no drama.....well I will let you think about that.

2. Putting that you don't need huge investments or big names to make them big or lots of sponsers yet your page has more then everyone else just makes you look dumb.

3. When you write something just learn how to write !! hahahahah me included on this hahahah that is all.

Fuck those posers

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 10:38:36 GMT

I'm growing tired of all these fake people, they ruine the fucking experince in my life. 'm tired of this bs people put to be popular. Fuck that, I mean I just got word of a new club opening and it has a fucking lame name. It's just pissing me off. Most people it seems lost the messge it's about the music not wardrobe not fucking scene points. Fuck you people for cheaping my life and making me look like ajoke with your bs wannabe bs. I get tired of them sometimes I think I should fucking move from here and move to a forgiene country where it means something. I mean shit ugggghhhh...some people discusse me ...fuck this shit !!

A day that will live in terror

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 09:01:31 GMT

So the weekend re-cap friday got to patricks appartment and meet Mike , Tamara,Stewart, Patrick and Sarah or (5arah). Hung out got ready for bunker then went. Did a little pre drinking then danced our asses off introduced had fun Stewart got hit on by Voltaire from suicide girls and everyone sorta just hung out talked and meet bands. After went home slept. Saturday, we got up lounged me Patrick got my hair cut service his car got the guys went back to shop but did not happen then went to eat Koren BBQ which was pretty good. Guys went home while Patrick and Patrick went to go get my boots that where comped. Went home dyed our hair and cut Patricks. Looked bitching in it. Went to teh venue and watched the guys play fucking rocked the socks off people. Had a badass time !! guys kicked so much ass. Then drank more talked to Sonya for a bit then went home. Threw an after party for the guys and in return they gave me an Ozone midi mixer for a present to say thanks for all the help andd having a great time. Crashed out about 6 am. Woke up the guys left and Me, Marc, Patrick hung around worked on some stuff a DJ of ours dropped out and we got a new one who just as good. Got some shit worked out and now on easy street people will be blown away with the new logo's so fucking happy heheheheheh..this will be a frist for OC !! so happy and excited for it all !! good weekend

Thanks to the lovely dead

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 23:33:39 GMT

Thank you all who came to support the new opening you truly are wounderful people and simple love the music and life. I like to thank Raze for getting crazy up in the party and maing it tht much better.....my girl jessica and my home boy phil for being their great loveable selves !! Sam for showing us how drinking can go ooooh so wron ghehehe j/k. Marc for DJ ing and Michael I apperciate it all Marco and mische for coming out although you guys need a well deserved time alone with each other. I thank sean and kristen his gf who make me laugh all the time patrick for being bartender and a great host and wounderful conversationest. Ugggghhhhh...ben for taking more photos Sal for catching me sleeping and taking advatage of me hahhahhah...and everyone else the night was a blur but you all made it happen so thank you so much wait till opening night !!

Party started

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 00:52:23 GMT

Hosted By: Duncan Toole
When: Saturday Nov 05, 2005
at 7:00 PM
Where: Apt 416
6121 Glade ave. Apt 416 woodland hill,ca,91367
woodland hills, CA 91367
US
Description:
Duncan Toole

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Bondage Ball

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 12:59:23 GMT

So tonight was fucking great, I saw so many friends had a good time got in contact with Courtney again and well just loved it. I'm so happy for the fact that it was such postive vibes people got hit on and had a wounderful time. I did get to mee the lovely Hazmat who was really nice and sweet tonight. Also got to talk about tony. Along with that saw gear after a few thousand years and just hung out with friends and well not to mention my fucking sal got his grove on with a chkey hehehehe. I wish Patrick and Marc where thei. Well maybe next time. Yet I got some killer new pics and got to hang out with Anna, Jospeh, and Alex. We had a blast. I love the drama free ilfe. Bondage Ball away !!!

Nights of nights

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 10:42:46 GMT

So I got back hangging out with patrick and Marc, we went down to chamber to check shit out and was just busy as fucking hell. I myself am sorta over alot of the Drama but did it break out and I hid. Had nothing to do with me more of just guys hitting on girls bf's get jealous idiots trying to be sneaky. Yeah so whatever, I think most of them where being dousches anyway. People tell you your drama but they act it out everyday hahahah. So anyway I talked to Dre who drummed with Servina said hello to anna and jospeh and cruized around talking with Patrick who really is a great guy. So is Marc, I just think people need to get along and drop stuff. If they got issues deal with it themselves as adults not like kids. So life goes on I got my line up of DJ's and back up's now it comes down to striking time and well thats all in a matter of time. Heheheheheheheheheh....

BIO-Darkness

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 20:11:31 GMT

So I update my profile so it looks way better and not as lame as before. I'm starting to lets things go and start a new and let people go with their petty childish acts. I went to brigids asylum last night it was pretty fun I meet a few people from their who I enjoyed the company and came with two the main guys Patrick and Marc. I enjoyed it, was with good company and saw Joey last night sorta sad I won't get to see him as much but I will still go visit him. Then we hopped over to Zen's sushi for the club Quarantine. It was not to bad, just slow night I guess because mostly everyone went to Bahaus and well how can you compete with that lol...my friend Sid told me it was cool so. After that we went to patricks house, hung out and now I'm enjoying myself DLing tons of new bands and trying to figure out my new clubs name.

HAHAHAHAH ahahahaha HAHAHA

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 17:02:47 GMT

Stab, drab, and zombies are rad. I spent friday stuck on a street in LA thanks to childish antics that could of hurt people. Got a ride home took sometime to reflect on life then went to bed afer my smoke. I woke up saturday to work. Computers totally crashed, so got sent home early went to get my friends some shades for her room. Then I went to get computer fixed and blah turns out hard drive was fried so that upset me. Went to DJ for redlight kick off party. It was a smash and I loved it had so much fun. I can't wait to open the industrial room at redlight they told me I'd be playing openning night. Also Ronin wrote me back and offered to DJ for us anytime we wanted. Sunday, got a new hard drive for 160 gigs and only for 50 bucks. I was really excited and happy with most the stuff, sunday I drove to Club london and hung out with new friend Rachel.Besides that enjoaybel drama free time.

Red Light green light go !

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 16:33:08 GMT

REDLIGHT KICK OFF PARTY! SAT. JUNE 4
Body: This Saturday Redlight will be having a kick off party to warm up for the grand opening on June 17th at Vertigo's.

Where I will be spinning and with a collective of great DJ like crystal and a few extra suprises. So come on down tonight and we will be having a kick ass time !!.

*******So please come out and support this saturday********

*****Location: 3841 Walton Ave. Los Angeles, CA 90037*****

For Info Call: (626) 975- 3861 or use www.mapquest.com for directions.

Cost: $3 at the door

There will be limited booze so please show up early! Or BYOB!!!

Time: 9pm-3am

Hope to see you all there this Saturday, it will be a good drunken time!!!!

(Please repost Thanx!!!!)